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May 27, 2003 Well, yaknow.. I'm still here. My exams are almost over, I get paid on friday - life couldn't be much better, or could it? My parents are away - and I've the house to myself. Great, you may think. Not really. Don't get me wrong, I love having my mates around... but theres something that just pisses me off about them. Maybe my 'social life' (I'm saying this loosely here) is making me more of a recluse? There are moments when I love having the house just to me... then I feel lonely and want company most of the time anywya - but when I'm with my mates, I just feel that I want the house to myself, yet I'm too afraid to ask for some privacy because they are my mates - and contrary to popular belief, I do care what other people think about me (at least, in that sense). Well. I think I feel better after getting that out. Maybe tomorrow I'll ask them to go home (in a polite way, of course :)) and just relax and watch what I want to watch, play the games I want to play... I think I trust them, but when I go upstaires to bed (mmmmmmmm... bed) I worry about what they'll get up to. I left them both times today when I went to work... is that wrong? Am I naive? Am I too trusting? Mind you, they did clean up - which I can't fault them for... but I'm always concerned about what my parents will say if they find something. Gagh.. my head isn't making much sense anytime soon. Having said that, I'm happy about my mobile (cell) phone. I can now call abroad for 10p a minute off peak. All it took was my flexible friend :D Gweenie, Chia - expect a lot more calls.... bwa hahahaha. |
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