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March 01, 2003 For the past few weeks now I’ve been having this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. I can’t really explain it that much, well… I can, but I don’t really want to. I just want someone to accept me for who I am… This all sounded so good walking home before… and now look at it. A bunch of meaningful dribble that sounds as if the only thing I want is attention. So many things I want to say, but can’t in case someone I know reads this and takes it the wrong way, and I can’t because I just can’t be bothered. I couldn’t even right a paragraph expressing how I feel – contrary to popular belief, I not one to ‘open-up’ and spill my inner-most secrets. I’m reminded of a song, from an episode of Buffy… ”Does anyone even notice? Does anyone even care?” Before my online friends jump at the guestbook saying that they do… don’t bother – I know you do… Time to listen to depressive music. What a great Saturday night. |
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