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July 09, 2002 Grandpa is home from hospital. What? I didn't say? Well sorry. My bed has been taken downstaires. I don't mind, in fact, I quite like it. Although not the air bed. I'd sooner sleep on the floor (which is what I've been doing, as the air bed keeps going flat). So I went to be half way through Banzi (this TV prog here in the UK) and started reading my book, The Last Vampire by Christopher Pike. Before I knew it, it was 4am. 5 hours of reading. Whoa. Surprised at myself, but then again, it is a good book. I'm not a slow reader, although I think I could've read more, but hey, I'm almost at the end. The end. One of the most commonly heard of phrases in books. So final, ending. A cold shiver runs down my spine. I dislike endings. Endings always mean change, and though I accept change, I don't like it. I've been thinking (this happenes alot when you don't have the net) about change. I don't want to leave this place (parents yes, friends no). I mean, I don't make friends easily. I have at max, 5 people who I consider friends, but god knows if they hold me in the same regard. Anyway, I like where I am, who I know. I can't imagine being away, or falling out, or whatever. Just because I accept change will happen, doesn't mean I don't have to like it |
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