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October 24, 2001 I hate the way I look. I'm fat. Maybe not overly wide, but I am overweight. I looked through the catalouge for something to spend my money on (and as you know, my bro suggested a Leather Coat)... but I can picture myself in it.. and it ain't a pretty picture. I know I want to loose the weight... god.. heaven knows I want to loose it for ages... I go the gym... don't eat as much as I used to... I walk to college there and back 4 times a day... seldomly getting the bus or a lift from parents... So... *pokes to layers of flab*... WHY WON'T YOU GO? As I said... I was lookin through the catalouge... and came back to the leather jackets... the shirts... and noticed they all had one thing in common... the people that model them are thin.. well.. maybe not thin thin.. but thin-er them me. Yes I know the effect off magazines and stuff on the young generation... but WHY THE HELL CAN'T I BE AT LEAST THINNER EH? I just want to thin.. so I will look good in clothes... I mean... I look in the mirror... see my face... and thats cool.. (my face is my best part me thinks)... then I look down and see me waist and fat... I don't like it one bit. As I said.. I know the effect etc... and I just proved it by saying that I'd look good in clothes etc.... but it's true. I'd say my mates are thin.. I see other thin people round etc.... but I don't wanna... this moan is about me and me alone. It's not like I want a girl or anything... (although it would be nice)... I just wanna look ok... Before you say it... No. I am not happy with the way I look. So if anyone knows a quick way to loose weight... lemmie know.. ASAP |
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